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Current Favorite Lyrics: 'So sleep darlin', why don't you pretend we were just a dream, it's cool baby, it doesn't matter anyway' - Just missed the train, Kelly Clarkson
Cutest Thing Seen Today: Kev. So hot.
Dressed In: jeans, thongs, a thong, bra, black singlet top, dark purple singlet top, starfish necklace, massive hoops.
Feels: Awesome!
Hair Is: Hanging loose for once!
Has Cold: fingers. They get cold when I type.
Has Eaten: Some yoghurt.
Has Opened: Nada. Zip, Zilch.
Has Talked To: Family, Wayne, Joel, Phillip.
Has Urge To: Jump up and scream out loud.
Imagines: What it would take to move one of those book shelves with all the books in ot.
Is Tired Of: Sitting around doing shit all.
Just Realized: That I'm REALLY hungry and I have to go soon.
Listening To: Stupid - Sarah McLachlan
Looking At: Book shelves. Computer screen
Might Have: Glandular Fever. I hung out with Adam, who now has it... you never know.
Should Work On: Politics essay
Song Seemingly About Self: 'Fallen' - Sarah McLachlan.
Thinks the Cats: SUCK
Trying Not To: Laugh and jump around like an idiot.
Wishes: For money this week so i don't have to starve myself.
Wonders If: Kev could actually ever be not-hot.
Working On: NADA!
Life:
[x] They Call Me: Kimberley
[x] Nicknames They Call Me: Kim, Kimmy, Kimu, Princess
[x] Gender: Female
[x] Born: November 1985
[x] Age: 19
[x] Status: Living, loving and having a great ol' time
[x] Occupation: Student/car parts sales person
[x] Nationality: Australian, Irish/Norwegian heritage
[x] Best Friend(s): Becky
[x] Other Friend(s): Ah, do I have to go there? I love everyone!
Past:
[x] Favorite Memory: USJ 13/01/02 and Formal 13/12/03
[x] Worst Memory: Pretty much everything from mid October till later November '04
[x] First Word: Mum
[x] First Best Friend: Maria. Bitch stole my book bag, and the friendship was through.
Future:
[x] College: I'm at uni now. *nods*
[x] Wedding: Not planning on it, but if it happens I want something cute and medium sized.
[x] Children: Not in the cards, but whatever happens happens. I can only have two though. Any more and the chances are that I'll die.
[x] Looking Forward To: Finishing my degree!! Getting my P's.
[x] Not Looking Forward To: Working with wes on Saturday.
Current:
[x] Feeling: Perky, happy as always.
[x] Listening To: Nothing. I'm in the library, silentness abounds.
[x] Talking To: No one. Library remember.
[x] Doing: Writing a Japanese paper.
[x] Craving: A hamburger.
[x] Thinking Of: How I'm going to pay Kev back.
[x] Hating: Anyone that thinks they can get in my way! lol. I'm stronger than them!
Love:
[x] Love Is: quite possibly the second nicest thing in the world, it follows close behind sex. ;)
[x] First Love: Mr Perfect.
[x] Current Love: Don't know if I have any at the moment.
[x] Love or Lust: Depends on the situation!
[x] Best Love Song: 'Don't want to miss a thing' by Aerosmith.
[x] When Love Hurts: When loves hurts, I hurt someone. ;)
[x] All You Need is Love - True or False: True.
[x] Ever Been in Love: Possibly. I'm thinking maybe. But love doesn't die, so I probably haven't.
The Opposite:
[x] Turn Ons: HAH! I like guys with nice backs. Nothing beats a nice back. I like glasses, I like people that are taller than me.
[x] Turn Offs: Bad dress sense first and foremost! And people that have no confidence in themselves.
[x] Parents' Opinion of S/O Matter - Yes or No: Nope, never.
[x] Hair Style: Preferably short!
[x] Sweetest Thing: The sweetest thing a guy can do is be honest with me. If I look like shit, I want to know. Kev's "Princess, the only reason I'd kick you out of bed would be to fuck you on the floor" was one of the sweetest things that I've ever had said to me because it was freaking honest!
One or the Other:
[x] Dog or Cat: Dog.
[x] Short or Long Hair: Long for me. Short for men! LOL!
[x] Innie or Outie: Innie.
[x] Sunshine or Rain: Sunshine
[x] Moon or Sun: Sun
[x] Basketball or Football: FOOTY!
[x] Righty or Lefty: Righty
[x] Hugs or Kisses: Kisses
[x] 1 Best Friend or Ten Acquaintances: 1 Best Friend
[x] S/O or Best Friend: Depends, usually friend. Men come and go, your best friend stays the same.
[x] TV or Radio: TV
[x] Starbucks or Jamba Juice: Eh, don't know.
[x] McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
[x] Summer or Winter: Summer
[x] Written Letters or E-mails: Written Letters
[x] Playstation or Nintendo: Don't caqre either way.
[x] Disney or Nickelodeon: Disney!!
[x] Car or Motorcycle: Car
[x] House Party or Club: Club.
[x] Sing or Dance: Dance
[x] Freak or Slow Dance: lol. Both.
[x] YIM or AIM: Don't use either! Go MSN!
[x] Google or Ask Jeeves: Google!!
Miscellaneous:
[x] Can You Swim: I'm Australian, of course I can swim!
[x] Most Embarrassing Moment: HAH! Too many! Most recent was "Kim, what does veal come from?" "I'm not sure, I think it's a sheep or a beef"
[x] Scared Of: Elevators.
[x] Greatest Accomplishment: Ai yai yai, don't play on my pride. I'm proud of everything i do!
[x] Roof Over Your Head: At the moment? About 4 storey's of books.
[x] Do You Like Tomatoes: Love 'em.
[x] How Many TVs in the House: Three.
[x] How Many Phones: One normal one, 6 cell phones between 4 people.
[x] How Many Residents: Four and my puppy.
[x] How Many DVDs: Millions. Seruiously. Far too many! Into the hundreds.
[x] Last Dentist Visit: AAAAAAAAAAGES ago. I have really good teeth.
[x] Last Doctor Visit: September last year when I had to getmy back looked at after my accident at work.
[x] Last Phone Call: Yesterday. Aaron. Wanted to know if we were still on for Sunday.
[x] Love at First Sight - Real or Not: Not gonna happen.
I'm at uni at the moment, trying to find soemthing interesting to do, and trust me when I say that is not as easy as it sounds! Life has been so hectic lately that stopping and trying to find soemthing worthwhile doing is actually a pretty big challenge. I've been running around trying to help Aaron get organised to leave. He's going in 22 days. It's just not cool! I'm going o be so distraught when he leaves. I don't know why I even started dating him (oh, I don't know, because I LIKE him, A LOT) if I knew he was going to be gone for two years within a couple of months.
It was The Ex's birthday not too long ago. I decided that I should give him a call to wish him a Happy 20th. It was good to talk to him and know that he is okay, but it was really awkward. The history dude, the history is what fucks the two of us over every single time. If there was none of hat history between us, everything would be wonderful. But there are those years that we spent together. There is so much, it drives me insane just attempting to think about it. *le sigh*
I'll try and update more later, but i have a survey that I want to do! lol
Love to all.
*yawns* I haven't been updating this as much as I used to. Probably because I don't have anything to have a cow about anymore! I've been really busy. Insanely busy. So busy that it is almost impossible for me to comprehend. But I'm loving it. Life is good. I've been getting ready for Aaron to leave, which is in a couple of weeks. I have started to write his 'farewell letter', which has been a lot harder than I thought it would be. I mean, what on earth could I possibly say to him that wouldn't sound incredibly sappy and melodramatic. I'm going to miss him so much that I'll probably spend like, forever, crying like some kind of lovelorn lunatic. It's not going to be pretty!
But yeah, went to the footy last night with Aaron, Adam and Ellen. That was awesom fun, shame it was two teams that I don't go for, but I had a good time anyway. We were surrounded by these people that were really into the game, you know, standing up yelling and screaming and all that. It was just excellent. Aaron had never been to a match before, and he was laughing so hard. He doesn't understand how people can get so into a game like that. But then again, he can be very much the nonchalant type when it comes to a lot of things, so I don't think I should have expected much different from him. But yeah, in the morning I went to Adam's place for a swim and just to hang out. He only recently got over glandular fever, so I haven't seen him in a while. Then we met Aaron and Ellen at the footy, and yeah, life is good. I have an awesome photo of my doing a sexy pole-dancer-esque pose with one of the goal posts, if it wasn't on my photo I'd put it up here. It's so cool. I'm wearing some really daggy Port gear, but Adam insisted on me wearing something to show my support for Port, so I borrowed his premiership shirt, a scarf and a beanie. The shirt was a million sizes too big, so I tied it up under my boobs and made it cute. lol.
But yeah, good times, good times. *thumbs up*
Love to all!
There's always going to be that one person that you'll never get over. Ever. No matter what you do, there will always be that guy, or girl as it may be, that you swill always compare everyone else to. Everything will always come back to them.
Why is there nothing overly dramatic happening in my life at the moment? I'm used to doom, gloom and general badness, not this. Never this. I'm actually really content at the moment. School is going really well, I have a nice boyfriend, things at home are calm, and yeah. Stuff is just good, and I don't get it!!
I had a nice time tonight, despite the fact that I had to go to church. I know that I make it sound like some huge task, something that I hate every single moment of, but I actually had a lot of fun. The people there are nice, and I have made friends easily (mostly because I have miraculously managed to make friends with the right people), and yeah, the social opportunities are pretty darn marvellous. I played the role of dutiful girlfriend, who sat in the front row and listened intently to every single word that her boyfriend had to say. He was talking about family, and importance of family in the church. There was obviously a lot of talk of different scriptures, and the gospel, and you know, the sort of things that I don't generally understand, but there was also the important family stuff, ya know? The sort of stuff that you don't NEED to be religious to understand. It was a really nice talk, I was kinda glad that I was there for it.
Of course, there was the art after the service when we were all socialising, and everyone was coming up to Aaron and I to contragulate him on the talk, and he was all 'I couldn't have done it without my moral support' and hugged me really tight to him and kissed the top of my head. That was cool, it happened a few times as well. I like being treated like that sometimes, it's a ncie change of pace for me. The of cuorse he had a class to teach, which I had to go to as well, it was a class on 'The Book of Mormon', which I am currently reading at the moment. I'm in a competition with Aaron to see who finishes first. I'm up to Alma 30:3 and he is up to somewhere in Alma 35, and he started a month before me. I'm kicking his bottom at this rate! No one beats me at reading, NOBODY! It was a good class though, kinda helpful that I understood at least a little bit of what he was talking about!
Bt yeah, then we went and had some milk and cookies (how old school is that dude!? It was awesome!) and did the social thingo again. People did the congratulations thingo again as well, and Aaron actually gave me credit for the class, saying that a lot of the things I had been asking him about the Book of Mormon had helped him figure out what he was going to teach. *grins* I'm an inspiration! Check me out! I suppose, me being a non-member, that a lot of the questions that I would ask of the book would be a lot of the questions that most of them would ask at some stage, if they were going through a trying time or something like that, so it seems logical. They would start to wonder what it is that is so bad about living life the way that I do, and you know, that sort of thing. I was kinda glad that the questions that I had asked helped him to figure out what people that didn't completly understand the religion could be thinking at any one time. It was very cool indeedy.
Other than that, I worked today, which was good fun. Yay for work. Unexpected, but fun none the less.
That is all
Love to all.
A - Can you come to church with me on Sunday?
K - Why? What's happening?
A - Well, I have to give a talk and teach a class, and I wanted to know if you'd come.
K - Really? What's the class about?
A - I don't think you'd be that interested in it actually...
K - So, if you don't mind my asking, why are you inviting me?
A - Because I'm nervous, was kinda hoping my girlfriend would be there for moral support.
And that is how Kimmy got herself a boyfriend, and roped into going to church, all in less than a minute. Sucks to be me.
People don't think I get it. They think that I am full of myself, they think that I just wander around aimlessly in some kind of fairy tale land and never put in the effort that is required of me. They think I'm greedy, they think I have nothing to offer. I get it. I know what people think of me, and I know the truth about myself.
This was all brought on by an arguement I had with mum. Who else? It shits me that she thinks that just because I don't get the same school results as my sister and brother, and because I like to go out and actually do something social every now and then, that I am a total waste of space. I'm not as smart as my brother and sister, both of whom are real and true geniuses. It's been proven, they are honest to God 'gifted' people. It doesn't seem to matter that I'm smart, I know I am. I finished in the top 7% of the people in my state in Year 12. You don't do that if you're stupid. Fact of the matter is, I'm just not as smart as everyone else in my family. And you know, I get different stuff. I do English, social sciences, business studies, that sort of thing. They all do your pure maths and sciences shit. I'm just cut from a different cloth to them, but they take it to mean I'm stupid.
The only thing that I have had going for me in my family is the fact that I'm the prettiest of the lot of them. I'm not afraid to say it, because I know it's true. It always has been, and unless I have a disfiguring accident, more than likely always will be. But again, that contributes to the 'Kim is stupid' theory. It annoys me a great deal. GAH! I'm just frustrated because I know I'm more capable than tey think I am, but nothing that I can acheive academically is going to prove it, because they're smarter than I am. Every hour of study I do is like 10 minutes worth to them, ya know? *shrugs* I don't creally think I care all that much, I have the support of my friends, they know what I can do, and really, that's all I need. Sometimes I'd just like for one of my family members to acknowledge that I'm doing my best. I mean, come on, it takes a certain amount of savvy and intellect to be able to balance a (semi) boyfriend, going out just about every single night, studying, getting good marks AND managing to look as good as I do all the time! It's not something to mock. ;)
Ah well. That is my rant for the time being! ;)
Love to all.
So now I am trying to figure out if I have a boyfriend or not. It's a funny situationreally. Because if I do, I'm not supposed to, but if I don't, I know that I bloody well should given the situation. It's all very confusing, and it is eating away at me. It kept me awake for an hour and a bit last night trying to figure out what the hell is going on here. He likes me. I like him. We're not together, or are we? It's just all spinning around in my head, and I have no idea what is going on around me.
But anyhow, this was all triggered yesterday when I went out with Aaron, Adam and Brody. Double dating... it's like the staple of the mormon diet or something. But anyhow, we went and saw 'The House of Flying Daggers', which actually wasn't too bad. Not as good as 'Hero', but pretty good all the same. Aaron got lost on the way to my house AGAIN. I didn't think that it was possible, but apparently it is. Anyhow, he got here, we hung out at my place for a little while, because, you know, it was really hot out, and he really needed a drink. So I went and got him a glass of water while I ran around like a chicken with my head cut off getting all of my gear together. He was already running nearly half and hour late, so we figured another five minutes wouldn't kill anyone.
We set off to Brody's place, and nearly got lost on the way there. Aaron told me that once I got him to a certain road, he would be able to find his way. NOT THE CASE! I'm never trusting that guy's sense of direction again! It's worse than mine!! That is just insane! But yeah, we got there, I met Brody, turns out she is really nice, and went to the shopping centre, where we were meeting Adam. Then we went to Hungry's and had dinner. Aaron and I stood around for ages looking at the menu, I think even the people that got there half an hour after us got their meals before we did! So yeah, we ate, and then we all decided to go for a walk around the lake, much reminiscent of when we went for the walk by the river in town. Same thing ended up happening, we split into two groups, Aaron and I, and Adam and Brody. Aaron and I ended up sittnig down somewhere by the water, talking for a really long time. It was a little different to the first time though.
Because this time he kissed me.
That wasn't supposed to happen. We are supposed to be doing the 'friends that like each other' thing. Not the 'kissing by the lake' thing. After that, kinda had to ask him why it happened, to which point he said that he had always wanted to kiss me, and thought that he would give it a go. I then asked him what he thought of it, and he said that he wouldn't mind doing it again. Needless to say that resulted in more kissing. More kissing was gooooood kissing though. Is it okay to be kissin gthe guy that isn't your boyfriend? Especially when you know that he is leaving, and that really, he shouldn't be kissing you, because his religion is VERY much strict on that sort of thing, and it is only ever supposed to happen when you are dating someone.
After that there was the awkwardness, and then Adam and Brody caught up to us and we went to the movies. The movie was pretty good. For parts of it I was more focussed on Aaron, who had promptly decided to do the hand holding, cuddling thing, but a good movie all the same. It's just... it's weird, because I KNOW we're not supposed to be dating, we decided so! We're not going out! But we're acting like we are. I'm getting really confused.
Anyhow, after the movie, Adam and Brody went to go and get ice cream, and Aaron and I went to go and get the car. Adam and Brody came back with ice cream, they had bought us some, and I had to tell them I didn't like ice cream, so Aaron ate mine. But yeah, we dropped everyone home, and then Aaron took me home. He opened the door for me, and walked me up to my door (he opens doors for me all the time and all of that other long dead chivalry stuff, it's so cool). And yeah, we said our goodnights, and in a move that i swear came straight out of the movies, as I was going to open to the door, he grabbed my wrist, spun me around and kissed me again.
See, this whole thing is playing out like a fairy tale. It's beautiful, romantic, and it's everything that a relationship isn't, and I think that is why I am so willing to let it happen. Even though I know that othing can come of it, I'm just so ready to be swept off my feet by some Prince Charming. And he is playing the part of Prince Charming, by being so incredibly perfect for me, and treating me like some sort of princess. I have never felt more well-looked-after than I do with him, and it scares me, because I know that by letting myself get attached to this guy, I'm going to be totally shattered when he leaves. It'll tear me apart, and I don't want it to happen, but I know that there is nothing that I can do to stop it.
And that is why I'm confused at the moment!
Love to all