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I'm sick of doing silly things, making silly choices and just generally doing things that I shouldn't. I mean, there is nothing drastically wrong with my life, so I know that I shouldn't really be complaining, but I am sick of doing things that I know I shouldn't. Eh, whatever, all I can do is hope that eventually I will stop seeing things, think 'hey, this could be fun' and go ahead and do them. I want to be able to look at something, realise that though it could be fun, it might not be a very good idea, and promptly back away from it. Maybe it is one of those things that comes with age? So long as it happens eventually, I don't mind.
So, onto the Mr Perfect situation. I turned the tables on him, told him that if he loved me as much as he claimed he did, he would be willing to wait for me, and that he was to let me know by Tuesday what the deal was between us. Tuesday came, and he told me that he would wait, but until I was ready to get serious about a relationship, he was out of my life. I think that was prolly the best possible outcome that I could have realistically hoped for. So yeah, things are okay on that front, haven't seen him since Tuesday, but you know, I'm not supposed to, so there you go.
Going to a mormon church event again tomorrow. I don't know why I keep going. I'm only really going because Becky keeps asking me to go, and I simply don't have it in me to say no to my bestest friend in the world (I'm finding it hard to type at the moment, I have a puppy sitting in my lap making a fuss). I'm making my own friends within the church easily enough, that isn't an issue for me at all. I just feel bad if I ever leave Becky's side whilst at these things, but then she has the tndency to run off and leave me bewildered and wondering what happened. So then I go off with my friends, and later in the night, she will come up to me, and make a joke about me abandoning her. I mean, i know it's a joke and all, but she does it every single time, and then i feel bad about it until I realise she left me, and then I get stroppy.
But yeah, I'm going to try again tomrorow night, see how we go. If it fails, it fails, if it doesn't, then yay! :D
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